Sitting for a portrait can be fun. Yet being photographed for the Veterans Portrait Project in the Military Women’s Memorial unnerved me to tears.
Captain R. Van
Reinetta Van explores identity and historical perspective issues in hybrid forms. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in The War Horse and Wrath-Bearing Tree, plus anthologies Sisters in Arms: Lessons We’ve Learned and Things We Carry Still: Poems and Micro-Stories About Military Gear. Contact her at CaptainVanUSNavy@gmail.com to comment or order a copy of Sisters in Arms: Lessons We’ve Learned.
They Were Worried About the Color of Our Bras. We Were Busy Spearheading Change.
During a course at Keesler Air Force Base, R. Van was called by an Air Force major to discuss a matter that required “delicacy” involving a girl and a bra.
They Did Everything They Could to Make Her Fail. But They Could Not Break Her.
Her fate was sealed before she even stepped off the plane. They were not going to let a female line officer tell them what to do.
‘I Don’t Want You in My Navy’– Forging My Own Path to Those Silver Eagles
Here I was in my company commander’s office as he again pressured me to quit. It seemed like the universe was against me becoming a naval officer.
I Had Seen What ‘Lock and Load’ Meant to This Drunk and Rowdy Rabble, and I Wanted Out
This was “Old Navy,” with its emphasis on secrecy, drinking, and sexually disparaging language and acts. But it sure was fun.

